Category: Personal

summers in georgia suck. there is nothing quite like going out in 94º heat and beginning to sweat immediately. It sucks ass. I want one of those personal ac units from sharper image now. wanna get me one?

i don’t feel so good right now. i hate fighting. i hate that i don’t have control of certain situations. talk about feeling vulnerable. talk about feeling like crap. i feel like hell. i made kim cry. i’m not happy. ugh.

yesterday was nice. my aunt carole and her friend juanita were both in town for the day, and we all went and played putt putt last night. It was me, kim, aunt carole, juanita, my mom and my brother matt that played. yours truly scored a 42. not my best score, but good nonetheless. (especially when you consider how sucky i played.) my aunt got a 41. but she was the one keeping score, so her actual score comes into doubt. we had fun though. i had a good time.

went to the nutritionist this morning. it went well. my weight has stayed the same. hopefully i can start shedding some weight soon. i got my test results back from a couple of weeks ago, and they came out pretty well. my cholesterol level was only at 163 (normal) and my tests for diabetes and the tests on my liver and thyroid came back okay. which is focking great news! i’m stoked about it. now i just need to drop some pounds and i’ll be in a lot better shape. wish me luck.

ah, good morning. the crisp, fresh smell of the morning is always nice to wake up to. too bad it will be up to 90ºF in no time today. oh well. no bother. at least i can chill inside where i work where it’s nice and cool at a controlled 68ºF god bless america! hehe i slept pretty well last night. woke up kinda early though. my mom called and felt like bitching at me because i told her i rescheduled my doctor’s appointment. oh well. i didn’t listen to her anyways i’m pretty good at ignoring sometimes.

wow… the united states just turned 225 today. can you believe it? it seems like it was just yesterday when i was born… two years after the country celebrated america’s bicentennial. i love the fourth of july. it’s a time to reflect on what a great country we live in and it makes me proud to be an american. it’s a time to reflect on those that fought and died to give us our freedom, and those who have constantly fought to maintain it. we live in a great country, and though we don’t get a whole lot of respect in the international scheme of things… it doesn’t matter. we’ve come this far…

as i sit here waiting for the evening to draw to a close, i’d like to take moment and reflect on my life. sometimes we take things for granted. i know i’m guilty of that. but i wanted to take the time to say: my life is pretty damn good. i have a wonderful girlfriend that loves me. i have a great family that loves me. i get along with my brother/roommate. it’s pretty nice. so.. to everyone in my life… whether they read this or not… thank you. thank you for being in my life. thank you for brightening my life.